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Huck Finn in Hell by Bob Wallace It
can only be described as miraculous that the writer J. G. Ballard survived
almost four years in a Japanese internment camp in A
few years ago I saw an interview of Ballard on TV. For all the horror, for
all the deaths and starvation and executions, he said he still rather
enjoyed himself, because he was almost completely free, although his
freedom was much the same as that of the children in Lord
of the Flies. He survived the horrors the same way many people in war
survive -- he became detached from all that was happening around him. It's
why I refer to his thinly-disguised autobiography as "Huck Finn in
Hell." Ballard
had been the privileged and insulated son of wealthy British parents
living in Finally,
he ended up interned in a camp, mostly with British and American adults.
The rest of the book details, in an almost dispassionate way, what he and
the other inmates went through. Having read a fair amount of Ballard's
work, I find him to be a nihilist, one created by what his 11-year-old
self went through in a long war. Even today, he is still detached. I
have read other books written by children trapped in war -- The
Diary of Anne Frank and Nicholas Gage's Eleni. Ballard's story
stands out among them. Frank died; Gage escaped to The
book is not really that much about the war. Ballard saw little of it in
the camp, and it always remained on the periphery of his consciousness.
But he did see many adults waste away before him, then lay down to lie
exhausted. He watched himself grow thinner and weaker, almost dying twice
of starvation. There
are several scenes that stand out in my mind. Ballard's mouth was
chronically infected and bleeding. Once, standing over a small pond, he
noticed many tiny fish. He let a drop of blood fall into the water, and
watched the fish instantly gather around it. A few seconds later, he let
fall a drop of pus into the water. The fish immediately scattered. Later,
American fighter planes began to fly over the camp. The inmates booed. They had found a routine in the camp, one that
allowed them to survive, and these new planes were upsetting it. They knew
what they would bring -- the horror of the unknown. Once,
he saw an American plane get shot down. As the plane pinwheeled, on fire,
he briefly saw the pilot, strapped in the cockpit, ablaze. Another time he
saw a parachute fall from a plane, then watched Japanese soldiers pile
into a truck to hunt down and kill the pilot. Curiously,
Ballard despised the Chinese, whom he considered cowards, even though they
were the victims. They showed no affection for children. He admired the
Japanese, who though appallingly brutal, seemed to like kids. Everything
was seen through the lens of Ballard's selfishness, perfectly
understandable in that such selfishness allowed him to survive. This
is a book about what war does to people, written from the viewpoint of a
child. Many died, others, such as the American burned all over with
cigarettes by his Japanese captors, became deranged. About the only ones
who survived with any degree of sanity were those who became so detached
from the war they saw it as a far away fantasy. Ballard is an example of
that. Ominously,
Ballard saw a humiliated and savaged The
book has a curiously contradictory feel to it. There is almost no emotion
in it, yet there is a hallucinatory atmosphere throughout the entire book.
Is that what war can do to some children? Erase their emotions and replace
them with an internal fantasy in their heads, one they used to survive? I
don't find it surprising that Ballard ended up writing a most surreal kind
of science fiction, or that one of his novels, Crash, was filmed by
David Lynch. Ballard as a child in the camps appeared to be quite unlikable. Even though he survived numerous horrors, he never comes across as a hero. Perhaps in war there really are no heroes, just survivors. discuss this column in the forum Bob Wallace has a degree in Journalism, is a former reporter and editor, and has been published at LewRockwell.com, Sierra Times, and The Libertarian Enterprise. |